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One more day to the end of my attachment months at Rafiqun WDSI, i-Centre. Haha. Seriously, I can't wait for it to end. I'm getting bored here, not because I have nothing to do but actually, 'cause I don't know... There's nothing here to be done since it's going to be over soon anyway. Kind of disappointed that I wasn't able to finish it up, though, I finally understand the whole concepts of it, thanks to Azhan, who taught me the ways.

I was playing STEPS online (Yes, I'm suppose to be working) but unfortunately, it's having its weekly maintenance at the moment so I had to patch it, which as usual, will be taking so long. I'm also waiting for my supervisor, Fairuz, actually, cause I want her to sign my logbook. Once that's done, it will be oh-so-ok! =D

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Really can't wait for this Sunday. Hopefully, I got enough money to get through my holiday at Kota Kinabalu, Malaysia =D

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Today is Monday the 21st of December 2009. A week more to my 23rd Birthday and just about 3 more to me finishing my attachment at i-Centre. It has been a blast but I'm really a bit struggling there. More blur but at least, I have such great experience there. Now addicted to this song =D Hope you enjoy it~*

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I dont know what to do anymore... He deleted my friends from my Facebook, without my permission and without me knowing. He doesnt want me to be with my friends. He doesnt understand my need to have lots of friends. I had to hide my friends from him, just so he won't get jealous. He only made me regret it when I finally told him 'cause it's getting worse. I had to tell him whom I'm going out with, where I'm going and what I'm doing. I really can't stand it anymore. I love him but his possessiveness is getting out-of-hand. Its killing me. He said he only wants me to be happy. But what he's doing is not making me happy. Its only killing me mentally. I dont really know what to do. Its better if I'm not in this world. At least, I'll be lifeless, no more problems to think about...

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I dont understand why people cant just leave it damn alone. If we dont wanna show it, dont be stubborn. We have the right to our privacy. Why do people dont understand our need to keep it private? Was I ever wrong into thinking that some people would understand but deep inside, they actually dont. *sigh*

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Another day in the office. What I'm feeling at the moment? Bored, tired, clueless and anti-social (Well, thats being in the case with some people). Why? If I know the answer to that, I wouldn't be bothered to write in this blog. One thing for sure, I just can't wait for this attachment to end. Wanna know why? Cause it's damned tiresome. Sure, I gained some experience and all. But alas, sometimes I feel so clueless... Like one of the bimbo 'cause I have no idea what I'm doing.

About being anti-social, well, that's in the case of tired with some people. I won't give any names. But all I'm telling you all is that these people are so damned annoying and really such an ignoramus kind of a person. Sometimes I don't know why I even bother with them and sometimes I'm just trying to ignore them, which in some cases, did happened. Just looking at his/her face, makes me wanna throw something heavy to him/her. Haha...!!

Anyway, now I'm trying to make my times more functional and fun. By which, I mean, by going out some more, rather than just facing in front of the laptop. =D Hopefully, things work out in the end.

P/S:
I'm going to change my blog layout soon =D Hopefully with more edit-ing from me. I'm not that creative anyway but I just wanna try. Hehe.

P.P/S:
I just can't wait for this December...!! =D Yay me...!!

Labels: Emotions n Thoughts, Fun Day

Other day, I went to PDS school just below the Jangsak Mosque with Tinie to pick up her little cousin. Actually, the school is no longer named PDS but I'm not sure whats the name for it now. Anyway, when we got there. I felt nostalgia kicking in me. It's time like this when you realize how old you already are. And I have to say that I miss times when I was back in Primary School. There were no money worries, no exam worries, no clothing worries... All you have to worry about is when you had a fight with your friend and there's always been a case like "I don't friend you anymore! 'Buang jabat!' " Hehe.

But seriously, as I stand in the middle of the waiting place at the PDS school while Tinie is looking for her friend, I was watching the whole scenario around me; kids running around, kids joking around with their friends. There were lots of laughter and tears too. I smiled at the scene where kids rushing out of the classroom, dragging their backpack with the rolls. I remembered one time when I was still in PGGMB school. I wanted one of those. It was the 'IN' thing back then. After I entered high school, it became kind of lame. But it was surprising that the backpack is still selling like hot cakes now.

Oh yeah, I also smiled at the scene where kids keep running around. I don't think they even bothered if they accidentally hit you or run into you. I have to admit I was a bit scared that one of the kids might run into me. Hahaha. And I saw this sweet scene back at the PDS. There was this one girl. Her pen, I think, dropped from her backpack. Her mom was carrying her backpack. Both the mother and daughter didn't realize that her pen is missing. Her pen looks like some kind of gadget. Not sure how to describe it. It's like a toy too. Anyway, it dropped just in front of my feet. Tinie and I were like, what should we do. In the end, we just shrugged it off 'Oh, never mind'. Then suddenly, there were this little boy. He saw that pen and picked it up. Tinie and I laugh coz he obviously thought it was his lucky day to get a new pen. However, to our surprise, he chase after the girl and return it back to her. Were we ever wrong.

*Sigh* I wished I were back in Primary School. Too bad reality strikes in and hit me in the head and say "Grow up!"

Labels: Emotions n Thoughts, Fun Day, ITR